I have lost.

You're a fucking hypocrite. An asshole, and selfish as fuck. Fuck me and fuck my life. I thought we were perfect. I thought you were perfect. I thought if i shared myself with you you'd love me more.
But every single thought i had about you, everything good, is wrong.
You don't give a shit about me. You don't love me. You're not different.
You're just like everybody else. Out to hurt me, when my intentions have always been good.
Always always always.
I have never purposefully hurt any of you. I've always tried to be good.
But all of you want to show me that I'm nothing.
So congratulations.
I'm nothing.
You win.