Hi there sunshine.
You are my only sunshine. You are all mine. You know how much I love it when you're happy and when you laugh right? God knows I've told you this five hundred million times. My last memory of you is of you laughing, on Skype.
And it fills me up with so many emotions.
Sheer happiness; because we spent all that time together, purely happy.
Extreme fear; because I am so afraid of losing you. I am deathly afraid of it. Of losing this happiness and trust we've some how stumbled across. Of outside forces trying to force us apart. These two days have reminded me of why you're so important to me and why I love you.
Because you're you. You're silly and adorable and non judgy and human and you're mine and I DON'T want to lose you.
Protectiveness; I want to hug you to me. I want to gather you up in my arms and hold you there forever. I want to save you from all your stress and tension and anxiety and sadness. I want to protect you and keep you close to me. It's desperate, this need to hold you and protect you.
Longing; I long to see you laugh again. I long to hold you and kiss your sweet lips. And give myself to you properly.
All of me, loves all of you.
