A formal request.

Hi honey.
This is an open letter of sorts, but it's just for you.
There are several things I want to say to you. There are several very very expensive things I need you to give me.
I need to feel loved.
This relationship is virtual. It is long distance and it is online. That in itself makes it harder than your typical relationship.
You know me. And if you don't, take some time and get to know me. Talk to me. Reassure my fears. Make virtual memories with me. Plan our future with me. Send me cheap reminders of our love. It's 2014 and I assure you, it can be done.
This relationship is loveless. From the way you talk to me, from the way you avoid me, from the way we've never had a serious conversation without fighting for quite a while...
Every single thing makes me scared. And I confess, I've almost lost hope for us.
This trying to talk to you? It's my final try at fixing things. It really, truly, hopefully is. Prove that you are the person I loved. Help me fall for you again. I want to trust you. I want things to be pretty. I want to want you. I want you.
Show me that you would be that crazy romantic guy for me. Show me that my last year was not in vain. Tell me through invisible actions that all those shed tears were worth it.
Make sure that they don't happen again.

Oh how I miss stroking your cheek. I would give up some very important things to hold you once again. Our first meeting was perfect and I reply it in my head loads.
If we don't make it, I'll write you a few more letters. If we make it, this space will be overflowing with letters of love.

Please make me yours. I want to want it again it so much.