I want to write. And I want to write well. And I see so many people write and I think- I can do this. Yeah- dude, I can totally do this.
But really, can I?
I suppose in my heart of hearts, I know that they were all misguided.
I really am average.
Can I learn to be great? I want to be great. But really, can greatness be learnt?
That is, ze question.
You can change your personality, the very core of what it means to be you.
But how do I change naturally? By having an adventure.
But there are no adventures in my state.
There is just mild depression, suicidal thoughts and the heavy black fear of being judged and stabbed.
But really, can I?
I suppose in my heart of hearts, I know that they were all misguided.
I really am average.
Can I learn to be great? I want to be great. But really, can greatness be learnt?
That is, ze question.
You can change your personality, the very core of what it means to be you.
But how do I change naturally? By having an adventure.
But there are no adventures in my state.
There is just mild depression, suicidal thoughts and the heavy black fear of being judged and stabbed.
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